8 May 2008

Don't Dream It's Over

I woke up this morning very confused (but with a smile on my face). Dreams can be so ridiculous. I have been having the most bizarre dreams. I'm not going to tell you about last night's dream as the details are still slightly fuzzy.

However, two nights ago, I dreamt I was out at a club, but then I ended up on a cliff looking out at a serene sunset, the waves lapping below, the wind blowing gently through my hair - definitely worthy of a Jane Austen novel (However, I was pretty disappointed that we weren't all sitting round a fire singing, but never mind). I was with Sexy English Boy and his mates. We got very friendly in the sand (hint hint). I should say by this time everyone else had passed out due to some form of over-abuse of alcohol. It was fun (but note to self - a sandy beach is not the best place). I definitely enjoyed it (even though he didn't last that long)!!! However, lets just say he felt it was a one-night stand. I became really upset as we hadn't used protection, but he didn't seem to care and just left me sitting on this cliff alone. Men!!! The dream then jumped a few hours and I was in my Aunt L's and was telling her the full story. She was proud of me. I'm not usually the outgoing type. She was sitting smiling at me. I have just had unprotected sex, the tears are streaming down my face, which are accompanied with Panda Eyes that I swear were the size of a small country. My clothes were dishevelled, covered in sand, beer and who knows what. I was a wreck and her words were "Way to go!!!" Not exactly what I wanted to hear. Anyway, it all resulted in me having to take the morning-after pill. Then waking up with the sun pouring in my window, feeling as if i'd been punched in the stomach more than once by Joe Calzaghe, or had been on a heavy drinking binge the previous night. Not the best feeling shall we say!!!

7 May 2008

About Me

‘The Truth Doesn't Make A Noise' is all about me, MC. The blog as a whole will basically be my random daily thoughts (possibly rants) about my life & where I am heading. (The daily blogs won't commence until the 5th of June 2008 - When Summer Begins).

Once upon a time (17th November 1987 to be more specific) I was born. I wasn't born in a castle. Far from it. I was born in a hospital just outside of Glasgow (a rough neck of the woods, not much unlike 'Queens' in the US.) Glasgow (or the outskirts) is where I have grown up. However, I am not a stereotypical Glaswegian (I am in fact Kilsythian - in other words I live in Kilsyth). I am Scottish though & very proud of it. Both sides of my family are descendant from Ireland. My surname is 'Neill' & my dad always jokes "We dropped the 'O' from 'O'Neill' coming over in the boat". I do not label myself as British (although I wouldn't label myself as a Nationalist either).

I’m currently doing degree at a wonderful university known as Strathclyde. Strathclyde Uni is where I feel at home.

I am planning on moving to Australia, once I graduate. Hopefully, my career will be in teaching, leaving me time to fulfil my dream of becoming a published author & also time for photography.

I want most of all to marry the man I love & have kids. My dream man/future husband would either be Andy Roddick, Jensen Ackles or Robert Pattinson.

I love music & films, & have a very 'ecclectic' taste (that doesn't mean I have good taste). I love the opposite sex. I really do!!!

I hope this blog becomes a central part of the next few years of my life. I will try to write/rant every day, but i'm sure things will happen/get in the way. You all know life can be mad!!!

I had a disaster with a previous blog when I named someone. I have learned from past mistakes & now will nickname most people (probably a reference to their looks or attributes). It means I can talk openly without anyone wanting to sue me (Don't get any ideas - I am a student with no money).

My life is utter randomness & hilarity. I hope you enjoy reading about it, and please feel free to leave a comment.

"Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists. It is real. It is possible. It is yours."